Nobody understands and nobody ever will.

Nobody knows exactly how I feel.

 

People say they're so alone.

People say they have no friends.

People complain about it all the time.

 

But at least you're AROUND people!

At least you're ALLOWED to talk to people!

 

I am not allowed to have any social contact.

I am not allowed to even talk to waitresses.

I am not allowed to have any friends.

I am not allowed to get out of the house.

I go to an internet school.

I am around no people besides my parents all day.

 

I am alone.

It hurts.

 

I'd rather go to a public school and have no friends.

I'd be around people at least.

I'd be allowed to talk, express myself.

 

I understand why people complain, though, and they have a reason, too.

 

Sitting in a classroom...

Nobody in there likes you.

Nobody in there understands you.

They all make fun of you,

they all hurt your feelings and all that.

You're an outcast.

You don't fit in with anyone.

Nobody will be your friend.

It hurts.

Right?

 

Just be glad you're around people.

It's worse being alone all day with mental parents.

Like I am.

 

Suicide time is near.

Unless I get a friend.... somewhere.

 

Online friends just aren't the same.

And nobody can feel the same pain. :/